This Cant...

Be good for anybody...but it's happening...and I think it's all down hill from here...Unless somebody can help distract me from this hill, and figure out a way to pull me back up. I'm just not sure how much steeper this hill can get, before it's just a straight drop to the ground. I wont go down with out a fight, you've been trying to break me down for years. No matter how bad it gets, I'm gonna keep fighting it even if that's all I know how to do. I hate thinking, I do too much of it, sometimes I wish I could just make actions, the way I used to, even if it did get me in a lot of trouble.