Walking with Strangers

eh I'm not feeling so great...idk. My day was okay, I mean we celebrated Mel's birthday, that was fun. I made her a card myself and whatnot. Then we all went out to dinner at cheeseburger in paradise. I got home and just got bitched at by my mother about things I already know that she has the need to beat into my head over and over. Like I don't already know that I'm a shitty excuse for a daughter. C'mon now I'm not an idiot. Whatever, I just wish someone was around to comfort me, Kelly's bascially at her grandmom's now...not that she could come down here anyway at 12 in the morning...=/ and Kris moved cause he's a fucking lesbian. So yeah, basically I feel kinda like I'm bein left alone here. It sucks...I hate feeling like a festering ball of negativity. I really hope this vacation can make me feel better, I need to just get away and soak up some sun...absorb some vitamin c...or wait maybe it's not c...fuck Idk it's some kind of vitamin. Meh what else is new? Nothing....



"Okay - so things don't always go your
Way. We may see things for what they
are someday. So things don't always go your
Way. See things for what they
are today "